mood swing

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Listening: 周迅 - 外面
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It is troublesome being a female.

But then again, given how I like to touch people, I guess it is a good thing. Guys that touch girls are perverts, and guys that touch other guys are gay.

So thank you, God, that I am female. Even though there are headaches and cramps and mood swings now.

is a machine because...

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Listening: Satou Tenpei - Lord Laharl's Hymn
Reading: Sengoku Youko Chapter 21 & 22
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The one man supermachine, is a machine because it cannot communicate well with humans. It also seems to run on Vista since it is unable to function well when given too many tasks to perform at a go.

Grades:

Life Drawing Animal Anatomy 2D Raster Graphics Intro to 3D Project

B- A- A B+ B+

Most of the people in class got As. I was upset being the solo tanker, so I did not do so well. But that just means that I suck. Because I am not the only solo tanker in class.

i so love the church bulletin paper

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Listening: Disgaea BGM09 - Elegant Demons
Playing: Disgaea: Afternoon of Darkness
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I missed Yee's first time leading worship because of cell group. Then I missed Kenneth's birthday because I was with Yee at service. I missed Auntie's Stephanie's wedding because of schoolwork.

Maybe I am just a bastard.


(Too many events and quests take place during the same chapter!)

starting next year, I have one more person to claim ang pao from

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Random Quote: It is my honour to have you, brother! - Auntie Stephanie
　　　　　　　　　　　　　I have been waiting for this a loooong time :) - Dad
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And since I won't be there, this is the wedding gift.

peacefully unwrapping UVs on a Tuesday morning

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Listening: the soft whirling of my CPU
Watching: M@ya 8.5
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God is good All the time
He put a song of praise
In this heart of mine
God is good All the time
Through the darkest night
His light will shine
God is good All the time
God is good

If you're walking through the valley
There are shadows all around
Do no fear He will guide you
He will keep you safe and sound
He has promised to never leave you
Nor forsake you
And His Word is true

God is good All the time
He put a song of praise
In this heart of mine
God is good All the time
Through the darkest night
His light will shine
God is good All the time
God is good

We were sinners so unworthy
Still for us He chose to die
He filled us with His Holy Spirit
Now we can stand and testify
That His love is everlasting
And His mercies they will never end

God is good All the time
He put a song of praise
In this heart of mine
God is good All the time
Through the darkest night
His light will shine
God is good All the time
God is good
God is good

On an unrelated note, I am fully supportive of a "CHOP-IT-OFF" regime. For all the unfaithful men out there.

Mortal Life is a horrible game

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Listening: Praise Band - I Walk By Faith
Reading: my email
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The tutorial mode is hard to understand and does not cover much. The UI is terribly difficult to navigate through. The gameplay is tiresome and boring. The minimap is non-existant. Equipment slots are limited. Your inventory malfunctions way too often. The common job classes overlap way too much and require too many confusing stat buildups. The elite job classes: ppffft... Those are randomly assigned when you create your character. Many quests give you more exasperation than experience points, and even lesser gold.

Way too much player interactivity - the bane of solo players - is required.

One thing I give it credit though: Random events are varied, and infinite possible routes are available based on the choices the player makes. Adrenaline and pressure, guaranteed.


This game sucks. I can't wait to die and logout.



But then again, the Game Master is the one who decides who he wishes to banhammer. If you're going to do this to us, Game Master, could you upgrade the tutorial mode? Or teach me how to use the support hotline. I don't know how to continue playing this for another 50 years.

It is a selfish request, but I pray: Give me banhammer. Please

oil in my lamp

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Listening: BoA feat. VERBAL - BUMP BUMP!
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Maybe it's God's way of speaking to me. When I woke up today, I heard this tune. After a while, I remembered what song was it.

Give me oil in my lamp, keep me burning
Give me oil in my lamp, I pray
Give me oil in my lamp, keep me burning
Keep me burning 'til the break of day

Give me joy in my heart, keep me praising
Give me joy in my heart, I pray
Give me joy in my heart, keep me praising
Keep me praising 'til the break of day

'kay, Polo Club now.

saru makes a good mother

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Listening: Starfield - From The Corners Of The Earth
Watching: Adobe Illustrator 12 (AKA CS2)
Random Quote: "Wow Joelynn will make a good parent. Okay, you are ready to get a boyfriend now." - Dad
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I say that because of the other mothers I have seen. I don't know how on earth a six-year-old boy can win an argument with his mom, or why a mother would cry when her eight-year-old son lies on the floor to throw a tantrum. It just goes to show how much in control these parents are of their children. And these are not random parents I see in public or something. I know them.

If I were to be a mother, I would be like the mother of the tape recorder boy: "You cannot touch girls, no pet pet, no hug hug, no kiss kiss. You cannot touch girls, no pet pet, no hug hug, no kiss kiss. You cannot touch girls, no pet pet... ..." He doesn't know the reason behind these instructions, but he obeys them and repeats them like this anyway.


Speaking of kiss kiss, the reason why tape recorder kept going on repeat was because he was talking to someone whose hormones went on SEED-mode today and kept chasing around a girl to kiss her.



BEST REJECTION EVAR. (Of course, she, being autistic, and only five years old, didn't know anything. It was just wet so she had to wipe it off.)

i give you clouds

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Listening: M.O.V.E. - over drive
Watching: Japher playing Icy Tower
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I haven't felt this shiok for a while. A nostalgic feeling. I ticked off a lecturer today. XDD

He taught us to make a cloud brush with Filter > Render > Clouds. I didn't. WhyshouldI,Idon'tseethepoint. Hismethodcanonlypaintfluffycumulusclouds. But just to make sure I have something on screen when he drops by again, here, clouds, painted with Chalk 60 pixel and not his cloud brush. Pffftt.



Yea, I know I am sooo mature. *whine whine whine*

Regarding sunsets and skies, I MISS CHANGI BEACH. Coming May, I will so go there and overnight. But DAMN IT WHY AM I A GIRL.




This week I felt terrible. Because I forgot to take iron pills. *facepalm* Today I feel better, because I started taking them 2 days ago.