Tuesday, November 30, 2010

it is one of those days

where you feel the impulse to open up your skull and grab your brains out to throw them hard against the wall. Like that.

I hate Max. I f*cking hate Max.

Monday, November 22, 2010

What this game really needs, is a PAUSE button.

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Listening: YUI - again
Reading: Darren Shan manga - Volume 07

That. So that there will be fewer players who feel like rage-quitting.

The GM who plans events for my PC really has a really bad sense of humour. Or overestimates my capability.

During my final weeks of semester quest? He throws in a funeral event.

My maternal grandfather passed away suddenly, on Sunday morning, in the toilet. Of all of my parents and grandparents, he is the one whose personality mine is most similar too. Mum and I guess he had ADHD as well.

Tentatively, cremation on Thursday. We don't know yet because the body is still undergoing an autopsy.

Monday, November 15, 2010


I want to say help me. but i don't know to who.

My hands are weak. especially when i carry or pick up something. My palms are sweating. what should i do? it is not just my right hand: if it was it would be from modeling in maya the whole weekend. my left hand too.

What can i do? the rest of my body feels fine. it is just my arms. i am not sick... i think.

as one can tell, even typing is hard. i feel so bad, i did not go to school today.

h e l p . . . ?

i am scared

Monday, November 08, 2010

a guy i haven't met is making me haemorrhage through my nose

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Listening: Gakupo - Joker
Reading: http://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/N

Clearly, he is not a Real.

He is N from the new Pokemon game Black/White.


Seriously, just look at him. *nosebleeds*

Monday, November 01, 2010

boy model in a gay walk pose

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Listening: Meiko & Kaito - The Pair Tree Witherer
Reading: Fairy Tail Chapter 207-209

I hate:
  • CAT Rig
  • 3DS Max
  • Digipen