Saturday, December 03, 2011

So i/we learnt something about ourselves today. Night.

Image hosted by Photobucket.comListening: Gym Class Heroes (ft. Adam Levine) - Stereo Hearts
Reading: Outaka Shinobu - Magi: Labyrinth of Magic

A big step in self-discovery, yay.

When we are stressed, we start to combine.

And i am freaking out here. I am suddenly a person i am not. I am suddenly in this body. Feeling this flesh. I/we am feeling pains and emptyness i am not used to feeling.

Shit shit shit stop combining. I like you, i like us sharing a body, but i don’t want to be you. I don’t want to keep hurting you. Fuck, i am sorry.

Calm the fuck down. Calm down. Go back, do the game homework. Oh look, my friend’s online, talk to him. No don’t. I’m scared here. For you/us. It won’t help, would it?

Oh hey! Cool. We’re back. To being separate souls. Ahahahaha. That was stupid. Yea it’s dumb. We need to stop being stressed. This needs to stop happening. We’re okay after typing it out!

Omigod, now i sound like i’m desperate for someone to hear me. Acknowledge me.

Aren’t you?

Saturday, October 01, 2011

the hell is with this body man

Image hosted by Photobucket.comListening: AKINO - Sousei no Aquarion
Reading: Homestuck

  • ADHD
  • (Mild) Atypical Autism
  • Asthma
  • Eczema
  • Nasal Sinus
  • Anemia
  • Seafood allergy
  • Dust allergy
  • Smoke allergy
  • Hyperosmia
  • Lactose Intolerence
  • Gender Identity Disorder
  • Personality Fragmentation
  • Low Blood Pressure
  • Gastric Reflux

With this entire array of statuses and debuffs, it is not even funny anymore. FML...?

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I(We) make awesome character references

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Listening: Maroon 5 - Moves like Jagger
Reading: Wakaki Tamiki - The World God Only Knows Chapter 155

I met up with my counselors today. According to them, some time in my childhood, something traumatic (?) took place which caused my soul to be fragmented, creating a split personality, making it such that we are two souls inhibiting this one body.

We sound pretty awesome, I think. If we were in a/an manga/anime, we would join the ranks of Wanijima Akito/Agito, Allelujah/Hallelujah Haptism and Ryougi Shiki.

But since this is real-life, what we have to do is to have me take back the fragment of my soul and become one again.

See what I mean? Awesome character reference.

(On a side note, neither of us are very willing to become together. We like our coexistence very much. I mean, hey, we’ve been living like this for more than a decade! How to combine? We can’t imagine that. Not at all.)

Wednesday, August 03, 2011

it is amusing to draw emotes for an emotionless man

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Listening: Jars of Clay - Flood
Random Quote: Sometimes, trying your best is still not good enough.

For the sake of trolling: IT'S A PIXIV YAOI MEME!!

... feels like I'm reverse-engineering "spot-the-difference".

And no, I can't draw "uke" properly either. I get hand cramps there.

Monday, July 25, 2011

it ish sho sparkly.

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Listening: Kutless - What Faith Can Do
Reading: Eoin Colfer - The Legend of Spud Murphy

Old old artwork from like last semester. They were forgotten until recently.


Also, Y U NO LIEK ME, Photobucket? Cannot upload, then cannot resize, then cannot rename. Make me do everything in such a roundabout manner. D=

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Why say grace when you can sing grace?

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Listening: Komine Lisa - unity
Playing: Angry Birds Chrome
Thank you for the world so sweet, oh-hum
Thank you for the food we eat, yum-yum
Thank you for the birds that sing-a-ling-a-ling
Thank you god for everything. Amen.

Sunday, May 08, 2011


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Listening: (TWEWY OST) Leah - Calling
Reading: The Sunday Times election reports
Playing: The World Ends With You

I was following election news updates, so I created a twitter account. Then I got bored, so I drew a background for it.

Stoning on an oekaki.

Actually, drawing brainlessly is rather fun. I'll miss that when school starts again.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

drawing in dim light

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Listening: Usher ft. Pitbull - DJ Got Us Fallin' In Love
Watching: a spinning faggot Turntable of my incomplete model

not only does it kill your eyeballs, it is also seriously hard. Perspective errors, anatomical errors, off-model, amongst many others, all the time. Can't be helped, I cannot avoid time-consuming critique session held in a dark classroom.

Inspired by Granado Espada and Sound Horizon.

And ball-point pen is really made of win. Even though I made so many mistakes which cannot be erased, looking at a complete sketch salvaged out of a nest of mistakes is calming to nerves.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

i am pissed off with so many things now...

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Listening:(werk) Battle Moon Wars - Strain string
Reading: NisiOisiN and Akatsuki Akira - Medaka Box Chapter 90

... so here, a dump that looks like a dump.

Because Lamentable Nights is the only thing I am not pissed off with at the moment. It's my anti-rage.

Wednesday, March 02, 2011

do the dansen~!!

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Listening: (werk) Battle Moon Wars - The Sword of Promised Victory
Reading: Shinohara Kenta - Sket Dance Chapter 133

One of the most diabetically annoying things I have ever done. CLICK FOR THE SWF!!

We wanted to, uh, learn to hate flash less. So I did fanart. Hur hur. It worked, sorta. Now get back to work!

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

i need something to cheer me up

I thought: we haven't scanned this, have we? But I was lazy to scan it, so we used the handphone camera.

And I hate Flash. Even more so than Max. That takes a lot. Or maybe, I just don't like our lecturer.

TT ^ TT I miss you, Illustrator. You too, Toon Boom.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Unlimited Incantation

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Listening: Nishiura Tomohito - Cold Open ~Professor Layton's Theme~
Reading: Ookubo Astsuhi - Soul Eater Not! Chapter 1

For some reason, I feel inspired to create my own UBW incantation. And here we go.

I am the ink of my pen
Characters are my body and story is my blood
I have created over a thousand images
Impervious to doubt, powered by imagination
Having withstood reality to create many worlds
Yet, these dreams will never coalesce
This is my life, unlimited art works

(Yes, I am a fan of Type-Moon.)

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

assortment of (fan)arts [Fall 2010 Semester]

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Listening: Far East Movement ft. Ryan Tedder - Rocketeer
Reading: The World God Only Knows - Chapter 127

When Saru gets stuck in a drawing-block, especially after too much storyboarding and environment painting, she draws random charas/fanarts. Because they're relaxing.

Drawn some time ago, but scanned last semester.

And back to Fall 2010 stuff.