So i/we learnt something about ourselves today. Night.

Listening: Gym Class Heroes (ft. Adam Levine) - Stereo Hearts Reading: Outaka Shinobu - Magi: Labyrinth of Magic

A big step in self-discovery, yay.

When we are stressed, we start to combine.

And i am freaking out here. I am suddenly a person i am not. I am suddenly in this body. Feeling this flesh. I/we am feeling pains and emptyness i am not used to feeling.

Shit shit shit stop combining. I like you, i like us sharing a body, but i don’t want to be you. I don’t want to keep hurting you. Fuck, i am sorry.

Calm the fuck down. Calm down. Go back, do the game homework. Oh look, my friend’s online, talk to him. No don’t. I’m scared here. For you/us. It won’t help, would it?

…

Oh hey! Cool. We’re back. To being separate souls. Ahahahaha. That was stupid. Yea it’s dumb. We need to stop being stressed. This needs to stop happening. We’re okay after typing it out!

Omigod, now i sound like i’m desperate for someone to hear me. Acknowledge me.

Aren’t you?

the hell is with this body man

Listening: AKINO - Sousei no Aquarion Reading: Homestuck

• ADHD
• (Mild) Atypical Autism
• Asthma
• Eczema
• Nasal Sinus
• Anemia
• Seafood allergy
• Dust allergy
• Smoke allergy
• Hyperosmia
• Lactose Intolerence
• Gender Identity Disorder
• Personality Fragmentation
• Low Blood Pressure
• Gastric Reflux

With this entire array of statuses and debuffs, it is not even funny anymore. FML...?

I(We) make awesome character references

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Listening: Maroon 5 - Moves like Jagger
Reading: Wakaki Tamiki - The World God Only Knows Chapter 155
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I met up with my counselors today. According to them, some time in my childhood, something traumatic (?) took place which caused my soul to be fragmented, creating a split personality, making it such that we are two souls inhibiting this one body.

We sound pretty awesome, I think. If we were in a/an manga/anime, we would join the ranks of Wanijima Akito/Agito, Allelujah/Hallelujah Haptism and Ryougi Shiki.

But since this is real-life, what we have to do is to have me take back the fragment of my soul and become one again.

See what I mean? Awesome character reference.

(On a side note, neither of us are very willing to become together. We like our coexistence very much. I mean, hey, we’ve been living like this for more than a decade! How to combine? We can’t imagine that. Not at all.)

it is amusing to draw emotes for an emotionless man

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Listening: Jars of Clay - Flood
Random Quote: Sometimes, trying your best is still not good enough.
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For the sake of trolling: IT'S A PIXIV YAOI MEME!!



... feels like I'm reverse-engineering "spot-the-difference".

And no, I can't draw "uke" properly either. I get hand cramps there.

it ish sho sparkly.

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Listening: Kutless - What Faith Can Do
Reading: Eoin Colfer - The Legend of Spud Murphy
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Old old artwork from like last semester. They were forgotten until recently.





Also, Y U NO LIEK ME, Photobucket? Cannot upload, then cannot resize, then cannot rename. Make me do everything in such a roundabout manner. D=

Why say grace when you can sing grace?

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Listening: Komine Lisa - unity
Playing: Angry Birds Chrome
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Thank you for the world so sweet, oh-hum
Thank you for the food we eat, yum-yum
Thank you for the birds that sing-a-ling-a-ling
Thank you god for everything. Amen.

twitter!

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Listening: (TWEWY OST) Leah - Calling
Reading: The Sunday Times election reports
Playing: The World Ends With You
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I was following election news updates, so I created a twitter account. Then I got bored, so I drew a background for it.

http://twitter.com/martianunicorn

Stoning on an oekaki.



Actually, drawing brainlessly is rather fun. I'll miss that when school starts again.

drawing in dim light

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Listening: Usher ft. Pitbull - DJ Got Us Fallin' In Love
Watching: a spinning faggot Turntable of my incomplete model
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not only does it kill your eyeballs, it is also seriously hard. Perspective errors, anatomical errors, off-model, amongst many others, all the time. Can't be helped, I cannot avoid time-consuming critique session held in a dark classroom.


Inspired by Granado Espada and Sound Horizon.



And ball-point pen is really made of win. Even though I made so many mistakes which cannot be erased, looking at a complete sketch salvaged out of a nest of mistakes is calming to nerves.

i am pissed off with so many things now...

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Listening:(werk) Battle Moon Wars - Strain string
Reading: NisiOisiN and Akatsuki Akira - Medaka Box Chapter 90
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... so here, a dump that looks like a dump.



Because Lamentable Nights is the only thing I am not pissed off with at the moment. It's my anti-rage.

do the dansen~!!

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Listening: (werk) Battle Moon Wars - The Sword of Promised Victory
Reading: Shinohara Kenta - Sket Dance Chapter 133
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One of the most diabetically annoying things I have ever done. CLICK FOR THE SWF!!

We wanted to, uh, learn to hate flash less. So I did fanart. Hur hur. It worked, sorta. Now get back to work!

i need something to cheer me up

I thought: we haven't scanned this, have we? But I was lazy to scan it, so we used the handphone camera.




And I hate Flash. Even more so than Max. That takes a lot. Or maybe, I just don't like our lecturer.

TT ^ TT I miss you, Illustrator. You too, Toon Boom.

Unlimited Incantation

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Listening: Nishiura Tomohito - Cold Open ~Professor Layton's Theme~
Reading: Ookubo Astsuhi - Soul Eater Not! Chapter 1
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For some reason, I feel inspired to create my own UBW incantation. And here we go.

I am the ink of my pen
Characters are my body and story is my blood
I have created over a thousand images
Impervious to doubt, powered by imagination
Having withstood reality to create many worlds
Yet, these dreams will never coalesce
This is my life, unlimited art works


(Yes, I am a fan of Type-Moon.)

assortment of (fan)arts [Fall 2010 Semester]

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Listening: Far East Movement ft. Ryan Tedder - Rocketeer
Reading: The World God Only Knows - Chapter 127
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When Saru gets stuck in a drawing-block, especially after too much storyboarding and environment painting, she draws random charas/fanarts. Because they're relaxing.




Drawn some time ago, but scanned last semester.

And back to Fall 2010 stuff.