tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325693912024-03-08T16:35:56.046+08:00Wild Imaginationmarcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.comBlogger115125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-78527398138442355982011-12-03T00:51:00.002+08:002011-12-03T02:45:10.203+08:00So i/we learnt something about ourselves today. Night.<div class="status"><table><tbody><tr><td><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F0.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" /></td><td class="status"><b>Listening: </b>Gym Class Heroes (ft. Adam Levine) - Stereo Hearts<br /><b>Reading:</b> Outaka Shinobu - Magi: Labyrinth of Magic</td></tr></tbody></table></div><br /><p>A big step in self-discovery, yay.</p> <p>When we are stressed, we start to <em>combine</em>.</p> <p>And i am freaking out here. I am suddenly a person i am not. <em>I am suddenly in this body. Feeling this flesh. </em>I/we am feeling pains and emptyness i am not used to feeling.</p> <p>Shit shit shit stop combining. I like you, i like us sharing a body, but i don’t want to be you. <em>I don’t want to keep hurting you. Fuck, i am sorry.</em></p> <p><em>Calm the fuck down. Calm down. Go back, do the game homework. </em>Oh look, my friend’s online, <em>talk to him. </em>No don’t.<em> I’m scared here. For you/</em>us.<em> It won’t help, would it?</em></p> <p>…</p> <p>Oh hey! Cool. We’re back. <em>To being separate souls. Ahahahaha. That was stupid. </em>Yea it’s dumb. We need to stop being stressed. <em>This needs to stop happening. </em>We’re okay after typing it out!<em><br /></em></p> <p><em>Omigod, now i sound like i’m desperate for someone to hear me. Acknowledge me.</em></p> <p>Aren’t you?</p>marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-3729935121764911462011-10-01T00:32:00.010+08:002011-10-01T13:23:41.165+08:00the hell is with this body man<div class="status"><table><tr><td><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F7.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"></td><td class="status"><b>Listening:</b> AKINO - Sousei no Aquarion<br /><b>Reading:</b> <a href="http://www.mspaintadventures.com/?s=6" target="_blank">Homestuck</a></td></tr></table></div><br /><ul><li>ADHD</li><li>(Mild) Atypical Autism</li><li>Asthma</li><li>Eczema</li><li>Nasal Sinus</li><li>Anemia</li><li><s>Seafood allergy</s></li><li>Dust allergy</li><li>Smoke allergy</li><li>Hyperosmia</li><li>Lactose Intolerence</li><li><s>Gender Identity Disorder</s></li><li>Personality Fragmentation</li><li>Low Blood Pressure</li><li>Gastric Reflux</li></ul><br />With this entire array of statuses and debuffs, it is not even funny anymore. FML...?marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-72052348379147891532011-08-31T21:38:00.000+08:002011-08-31T21:47:40.730+08:00I(We) make awesome character references=================================
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<br /><b>Listening:</b> Maroon 5 - Moves like Jagger
<br /><b>Reading:</b> Wakaki Tamiki - The World God Only Knows Chapter 155
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<br />I met up with my counselors today. According to them, some time in my childhood, something traumatic (?) took place which caused my soul to be fragmented, creating a split personality, making it such that we are two souls inhibiting this one body.
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<br />We sound pretty awesome, I think. If we were in a/an manga/anime, we would join the ranks of Wanijima Akito/Agito, Allelujah/Hallelujah Haptism and Ryougi Shiki.
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<br />But since this is real-life, what we have to do is to have me take back the fragment of my soul and become one again.
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<br />See what I mean? Awesome character reference.
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<br />(On a side note, neither of us are very willing to become together. We like our coexistence very much. I mean, hey, we’ve been living like this for more than a decade! How to combine? We can’t imagine that. Not at all.)marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-71505017381769677292011-08-03T22:16:00.002+08:002011-08-24T02:59:56.968+08:00it is amusing to draw emotes for an emotionless man=================================
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<br /><b>Listening:</b> Jars of Clay - Flood
<br /><b>Random Quote:</b> <i>Sometimes, trying your best is still not good enough.</i>
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<br />For the sake of trolling: IT'S A PIXIV YAOI MEME!!
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<br />... feels like I'm reverse-engineering "spot-the-difference".
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<br />And no, I can't draw "uke" properly either. I get hand cramps there.marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-66765436781758507292011-07-25T01:32:00.002+08:002011-08-31T21:48:47.846+08:00it ish sho sparkly.=================================
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<br /><b>Listening:</b> Kutless - What Faith Can Do
<br /><b>Reading:</b> Eoin Colfer - The Legend of Spud Murphy
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<br />Old old artwork from like last semester. They were forgotten until recently.
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<br />Also, Y U NO LIEK ME, Photobucket? Cannot upload, then cannot resize, then cannot rename. Make me do everything in such a roundabout manner. D=marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-17143078261022369892011-05-29T00:35:00.004+08:002011-05-29T00:41:28.792+08:00Why say grace when you can sing grace?=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F11.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> Komine Lisa - unity<br /><b>Playing:</b> Angry Birds Chrome<br />=================================<br /><blockquote>Thank you for the world so sweet, oh-hum<br />Thank you for the food we eat, yum-yum<br />Thank you for the birds that sing-a-ling-a-ling<br />Thank you god for everything. Amen.</blockquote>marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-37799817033996315212011-05-08T23:41:00.004+08:002011-05-08T23:51:34.953+08:00twitter!=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F2.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" / ><br /><b>Listening:</b> (TWEWY OST) Leah - Calling<br /><b>Reading:</b> The Sunday Times election reports<br /><b>Playing:</b> The World Ends With You<br />=================================<br /><br />I was following election news updates, so I created a twitter account. Then I got bored, so I drew a background for it.<br /><br /><center><a href="http://twitter.com/#!/martianunicorn" target="_blank">http://twitter.com/martianunicorn</a></center><br /><br />Stoning on an oekaki.<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/Drawings/forum/9ea73f6a.gif" border="0" alt="Photobucket"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/Drawings/forum/6541f937.gif" border="0" alt="Photobucket"><br /><br />Actually, drawing brainlessly is rather fun. I'll miss that when school starts again.marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-91500521829753420322011-04-21T10:53:00.004+08:002011-05-08T23:37:10.113+08:00drawing in dim light=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F0.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> Usher ft. Pitbull - DJ Got Us Fallin' In Love<br /><b>Watching:</b> <strike>a spinning faggot</strike> Turntable of my incomplete model<br />=================================<br /><br />not only does it kill your eyeballs, it is also seriously hard. Perspective errors, anatomical errors, off-model, amongst many others, all the time. Can't be helped, I cannot avoid time-consuming critique session held in a dark classroom.<br /><br /><a href="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/Drawings/b2813e73.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/Drawings/b2813e73.jpg" border="0" width="250" height="354" /></a><br />Inspired by Granado Espada and Sound Horizon. <br /><br /><a href="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/Drawings/675f2c14.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/Drawings/675f2c14.jpg" border="0" width="300" height="225" /></a><br /><br />And ball-point pen is really made of win. Even though I made so many mistakes which cannot be erased, looking at a complete sketch salvaged out of a nest of mistakes is calming to nerves.marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-68678721563344597212011-03-24T00:12:00.001+08:002011-03-24T00:42:34.942+08:00i am pissed off with so many things now...=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F5.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b>(werk) Battle Moon Wars - Strain string<br /><b>Reading:</b> NisiOisiN and Akatsuki Akira - Medaka Box Chapter 90<br />=================================<br /><br />... so here, a dump that looks like a dump.<br /><br /><a href="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/Drawings/e92a9ace.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/Drawings/e92a9ace.jpg" border="0" width="360" height="540"></a><br /><br />Because <a href="http://www.natsunokoi.com/forums/viewforum.php?f=13" target="_blank">Lamentable Nights</a> is the only thing I am not pissed off with at the moment. It's my anti-rage.marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-17326354710374564612011-03-02T19:45:00.005+08:002011-03-02T20:05:59.168+08:00do the dansen~!!=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F2.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> (werk) Battle Moon Wars - The Sword of Promised Victory<br /><b>Reading:</b> Shinohara Kenta - Sket Dance Chapter 133<br />=================================<br /><br /><a href="http://megaswf.com/serve/1030977" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/Avatars/f44db5f1.gif" border="0" /></a><br /><br />One of the most diabetically annoying things I have ever done. CLICK FOR THE SWF!!<br /><br />We wanted to, uh, learn to hate flash less. So I did fanart. Hur hur. It worked, sorta. <span style="font-style:italic;">Now get back to work!</span>marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-53385532536463425522011-02-23T03:10:00.002+08:002011-02-23T03:16:05.033+08:00i need something to cheer me upI thought: we haven't scanned this, have we? But I was lazy to scan it, so we used the handphone camera.<br /><br /><a href="http://img694.imageshack.us/img694/9020/dsc00086vf.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img694.imageshack.us/img694/9020/dsc00086vf.jpg" width="300" height="400" border="0" ></a><br /><br /><br />And I hate Flash. Even more so than Max. That takes a lot. Or maybe, I just don't like our lecturer.<br /><br />TT ^ TT I miss you, Illustrator. You too, Toon Boom.marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-50992677167195290152011-01-22T01:08:00.002+08:002011-01-22T01:35:28.517+08:00Unlimited Incantation=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F8.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> Nishiura Tomohito - Cold Open ~Professor Layton's Theme~<br /><b>Reading:</b> Ookubo Astsuhi - Soul Eater Not! Chapter 1<br />=================================<br /><br />For some reason, I feel inspired to create my own UBW incantation. And here we go.<br /><br />I am the ink of my pen<br />Characters are my body and story is my blood<br />I have created over a thousand images<br />Impervious to doubt, powered by imagination<br />Having withstood reality to create many worlds<br />Yet, these dreams will never coalesce<br />This is my life, unlimited art works<br /><br /><br />(Yes, I am a fan of Type-Moon.)marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-56064328312000067992011-01-11T20:46:00.011+08:002011-01-11T21:52:33.909+08:00assortment of (fan)arts [Fall 2010 Semester]=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F0.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> Far East Movement ft. Ryan Tedder - Rocketeer<br /><b>Reading:</b> The World God Only Knows - Chapter 127<br />=================================<br /><br />When Saru gets stuck in a drawing-block, especially after too much storyboarding and environment painting, she draws random charas/fanarts. Because they're relaxing.<br /><br /><a href="http://img406.imageshack.us/img406/8395/linkshipping.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img406.imageshack.us/img406/8395/linkshipping.jpg" width="318" height="450" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://img232.imageshack.us/img232/1841/shchelkunchik.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img232.imageshack.us/img232/1841/shchelkunchik.jpg" width="230" height="395" border="0" /></a><br />Drawn some time ago, but scanned last semester.<blockquote><a href="http://img834.imageshack.us/img834/9739/caine.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img834.imageshack.us/img834/9739/caine.th.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://img211.imageshack.us/img211/7189/rumtakeya.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img211.imageshack.us/img211/7189/rumtakeya.th.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://img801.imageshack.us/img801/6192/onyxkingsketch.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img801.imageshack.us/img801/6192/onyxkingsketch.th.jpg" border="0" /></a></blockquote><br />And back to Fall 2010 stuff.<br /><br /><img src="http://img375.imageshack.us/img375/9707/shaine.jpg" /><br /><br /><a href="http://img52.imageshack.us/img52/1272/viridiant.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img52.imageshack.us/img52/1272/viridiant.jpg" width="440" height="379" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://img829.imageshack.us/img829/4444/nbel.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img829.imageshack.us/img829/4444/nbel.jpg" width="375" height="450" border="0" /></a>marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-43632388194109736032010-11-30T13:39:00.001+08:002010-11-30T13:44:36.447+08:00it is one of those dayswhere you feel the impulse to open up your skull and grab your brains out to throw them hard against the wall. Like that.<br /><br /><br />I hate Max. I f*cking hate Max.marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-55029241563569519742010-11-22T16:34:00.003+08:002010-11-22T16:49:28.183+08:00What this game really needs, is a PAUSE button.=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F0.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> YUI - again<br /><b>Reading:</b> Darren Shan manga - Volume 07<br />=================================<br /><br />That. So that there will be fewer players who feel like rage-quitting.<br /><br />The GM who plans events for my PC really has a really bad sense of humour. Or overestimates my capability.<br /><br />During my final weeks of semester quest? He throws in a funeral event.<br /><br /><br />My maternal grandfather passed away suddenly, on Sunday morning, in the toilet. Of all of my parents and grandparents, he is the one whose personality mine is most similar too. Mum and I guess he had ADHD as well.<br /><br />Tentatively, cremation on Thursday. We don't know yet because the body is still undergoing an autopsy.marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-55418870497307163132010-11-15T18:31:00.003+08:002010-11-15T18:42:42.449+08:00myhandsohcrapcrappcraapppI want to say help me. but i don't know to who.<br /><br />My hands are weak. especially when i carry or pick up something. My palms are sweating. what should i do? it is not just my right hand: if it was it would be from modeling in maya the whole weekend. my left hand too.<br /><br />What can i do? the rest of my body feels fine. it is just my arms. i am not sick... i think.<br /><br />as one can tell, even typing is hard. i feel so bad, i did not go to school today.<br /><br />h e l p . . . ?<br /><br />i am scaredmarcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-8660248347636098432010-11-08T14:54:00.006+08:002010-11-08T16:09:10.098+08:00a guy i haven't met is making me haemorrhage through my nose=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F8.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> Gakupo - Joker<br /><b>Reading:</b> <a href="http://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/N" target="_blank">http://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/N</a><br />=================================<br /><br />Clearly, he is not a Real.<br /><br />He is N from the new Pokemon game Black/White.<br /><br /><img src='http://img163.imageshack.us/img163/9595/128201533877.jpg' border='0'/><br /><br /><a href="http://booru.151chan.org/post/list/N/2" target="_blank">http://booru.151chan.org/post/list/N/2</a><br /><br />Seriously, just look at him. *nosebleeds*marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-66292971544411251812010-11-01T22:30:00.005+08:002010-11-01T22:42:55.530+08:00boy model in a gay walk pose=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F8.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> Meiko & Kaito - The Pair Tree Witherer<br /><b>Reading:</b> Fairy Tail Chapter 207-209<br />=================================<br /><br /><a target='_blank' title='yfrog.com - Image And Video Hosting' href='http://yfrog.com/76foryiningj'><img src='http://a.yfrog.com/img258/6960/foryining.jpg' border="0" height="360" width="240"/></a><br /><br />I hate: <ul><li>CAT Rig</li><li>3DS Max</li><li>Digipen</li></ul>marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-80915081909069253882010-10-08T19:41:00.009+08:002010-10-11T15:08:16.271+08:00Nice, the ADHD kicked in.=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F0.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> Kagamine Len - SPICE!<br /><b>Random Quote:</b> <i>We die every time we hand in our assignments, and resurrect with 1HP directly after that. We recover half of our MaxHP with sleep. Cycle repeats, except recovery is up to a quarter. And then an eighth. And then sixteenth. Until the end of the semester.</i> - Joelynn<br />=================================<br /><br />I am not sure why. This semester, my ADHD seems to be in full blast. And Joelynn has been taking fish oils <strike>regularly</strike> most of the time too. Joelynn does not comprehend. <ul><li>She leaves my thumbdrive at home.</li><li>She also leaves my handphone at home.</li><li>She misplace assignments in his (now very neat) room. How does that happen?</li><li>As a result, she leaves some of them out when he scan them.</li><li>She cannot remember faces.</li><li>She gets distracted within a third of the time he used to be.</li><li>Though she read less manga, more dreams are seen and more events take place in his worlds.</li><li>She cannot remember deadlines for crap.</li><li>She cannot remember the exact specs of what is required.</li><li>She forgets if he has eaten something she put in the fridge or not.</li><li>She forgets to leave for school.</li></ul><br />While all that does not affect me that badly (as a person), it will leave it's mark on my grades. One particular marine seal is particularly anal about punctuality and is warning me against failing. And that also causes me to mouth "fuck" to myself regularly. Siiigghh, Joelynn picked up another new bad habit.<br /><br />I wonder if I could get some proper drugs for ADHD. Fish oil is fine and all, but sometimes desperate times may require desperate measures.marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-17132854089734530702010-09-24T14:06:00.007+08:002010-10-29T21:39:34.620+08:00roleplay character portraits=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F2.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> Sound Horizon - Utsuku shiki Mono<br /><b>Reading:</b> <a href="http://www.natsunokoi.com/forums/viewtopic.php?f=10&t=36" target="_blank">Lamentable Nights: The RP</a><br />=================================<br /><br />We restarted our RP at the NNK forums!! We're going reeeaally slow this round, making stuff clean and easy to follow. We have a user friendly <a href="http://lamentablenights.wikia.com/wiki/Lamentable_Nights_Wiki" target="_blank">wikia</a> too!!<br /><br />I tried to be funny this time, so I rendered these with Alias Sketchbook. (Yes, it is Alias, screw Autodesk.)<br /><br /><img src="http://images1.wikia.nocookie.net/dysterra/images/8/83/Chen.jpg" /><br />Varian Durer, my second PC, also a hidden character of sorts that will probably not show up at all, given the speed we are going at. (He also has a sister called Constance and a brother called Equates. Hail Mathematics!!)<br /><br /><img src="http://images2.wikia.nocookie.net/dysterra/images/1/1c/Alexis.jpg" /><br />My main PC. She's pretty much the same as in the previous failed RP. She's also an expy of an old character, Alex. So cute. =3 *sparkles*marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-70833867621391202692010-07-22T01:30:00.005+08:002010-07-22T03:05:31.758+08:00i can't give a name to my emotion now=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F0.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> Detroit Metal City - Mesu Buta Koukyoukyoku<br /><b>Watching:</b> Birdy the Mighty DECODE 02 - Episode 12<br />=================================<br /><br />I don't know, how to express myself. Much less expressing myself with drawings. I don't draw to express myself, I draw what I see in my head.<br /><br /><img src='http://img94.imageshack.us/img94/5608/asaover.jpg' border='0'/><br /><br />When I tried to <i>express</i> myself? We get this bad perspective thing.marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-81393628858344333462010-07-21T04:39:00.005+08:002010-07-21T05:51:53.078+08:0010 favourite couples=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F19.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> Yakushimaru Etsuko - Jesus to Venus<br /><b>Watching:</b> Nurarihyon no Mago - Episode 2<br />=================================<br /><br />I am bored.<br /><br />Even though I am me who doesn't believe in romantic love, there are still couples I like rather much.<br /><blockquote><b>10. <u>Igarashi Ganta / Shiro</u><br />(Deadman Wonderland)</b><br />Childhood friends who play together, despite the fact that one of them is a monster. Yea, I have no childhood.<br /><br /><b>9. <u>Sima Yi / Shan Wuling</u><br />(The Ravages of Time)</b><br />Being together so they can make us of each other and scheme together? I approve.<br /><br /><b>8. <u>Nougami Neuro / Katsuragi Yako</u><br />(Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro)</b><br />A sadistic demon who drags around a human girl to feed on the mysteries of other humans? I also approve. Well, there's also the fact that both have learnt from and taught each other many things about life.<br /><br /><b>7. <u>Guts / Casca</u><br />(Berserk)</b><br />Guts may have struggled with it at first, but still tries to look after his wife, who is at the moment, mentally disabled. It is difficult, you know.<br /><br /><b>6. <u>Ushiromiya Battler / Beatrice</u><br />(Umineko no Naku Koro ni)</b><br />They spent several years in a room debating. The proposition (an immortal witch) trolls humans about to prove that there are witches and magic, and the opposition (a human with a magic resistance of 9000+) vehemently refutes the existence of the supernatural. It is funny yet badass. And they got married.<br /><br /><b>5. <u>Hanabishi Rekka / Satoshita Yanagi</u><br />(Flame of Recca)</b><br />It was something that started off as fanboyism of a ninja and his princess. Sweet in a simple straightforward way. And well, it was one of my first mangas.<br /><br /><b>4. <u>Kamina / Yoko</u><br />(Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann)</b><br />Because Kamina is awesome.<br /><br /><b>3. <u>Ichinomiya Kou (Recruit) / Nino</u><br />(Arakawa Under the Bridge)</b><br />Nino saves Kou in more than one ways, giving him a reason to do and receive acts of kindness without expecting a reward.<br /><br /><b>2. <u>Amamiya Yuuhi / Asahina Samidare</u><br />(Lucifer and Biscuit Hammer)</b><br />Sami loves the world enough to want to destroy it, Yuu supports her because he hates the world and wants to destroy it. Lovely screwed-up-ness. Though Yuu starts to change through the series and stops Sami.<br /><br /><b>1. <u>Pip Bernadotte / Seras Victoria</u><br />(Hellsing)</b><br />The only blood Seras ever drinks, is Pip's. ~__~ Those two are just really cute. Bwaaah---</blockquote>End.marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-46998425373794592862010-07-18T00:02:00.002+08:002010-07-21T00:34:11.062+08:00What is wrong with daydreams?=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F0.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> Suneohair - Sakasama Bridge<br /><b>Watching:</b> Birdy the Mighty Decode - The Cipher<br /><b>Reading:</b> Nononono - Chapter 60<br />=================================<br /><br />I already understand, that fantasy and make-believe is a form of escapism from real life. But why is it wrong? Perhaps I should take it up to 11 and become a resident of Arakawa.<br /><br />Everyone daydreams too, just each differing in their levels and type of imagination. Besides, if people like us don't daydream,<br />Who will write stories?<br />Who will draw illustrations?<br />Who will author manga?<br />Who will design characters?<br />Who will plan storyboards?<br />Who will shoot movies?<br />Who will animate films?<br />Who will make games?<br /><br /><br />As a parent, I feel sad that my children/creation's existence is being so definitively rejected. I am more God-like then I know, sometimes.marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-89783376854896466922010-06-23T01:19:00.010+08:002010-07-21T01:33:36.136+08:00I am on a spree!I took the so-called free time I have now to go crazy on the mangas and some animes. Even though I am plagued by other works and commissions yea. Such an irresponsible person I am.<br /><br /><u><b>Lucifer and Biscuit Hammer</b> - manga</u><br />This series is ending~!! Chapter 62! Bwaaah, I am envious of you, Yuu-kun.<br /><br /><u><b>Durarara!</b> - anime</u><br />Unlike Biscuit Hammer, I don't understand why this series is not popular. The author is a really wonderful storyteller.<br /><br /><u><b>Deadman Wonderland</b> - manga</u><br />Shiro and Ganta combined attack. Now, how awesome is that? I feel sad for Madoka still. I hope there is some way that Shiro could save him.<br /><br /><u><b>Durarara!</b> - anime</u><br />Yes yes yes story climax! I hope Trollzaya gets owned, though the chances of that happening is low.<br /><br /><u><b>Shiki</b> - manga</u><br />FUJIRYU * _ * Style too awesome. Plot seems normal enough, but somehow, I am drawn in. Natsuno did something unexpected... And... should I be cheering or booing the HoYay between him and Touru?<br /><br /><u><b>House of Five Leaves</b> - anime</u><br />For once, I like such a plain and serious anime. The style is just creepy cool. Masa's adorable too, but I think I'm watching it more out of respect for Samurai Champloo.<br /><br /><u><b>Arakawa Under the Bridge</b> - manga/anime</u><br />Such a whimsical and out of this world manga/anime. SISTER~!! Probably, the first time I've ever adore a cross-dressing man. He is just too cute. "Who names a girl after a helicopter?"<br /><br /><u><b>Hellsing</b> - manga / <b>Hellsing Ultimate</b> - anime</u><br />I rarely squeal over a girl, but every time Seras appears, I find myself doing so. She's bloody cute, and it's nothing to do with her rack. *fanboys* Of course, Pip is incredibly sexy as well, but since he is now a part of her, it's safe to say that I really like Seras.<br /><br /><u><b>The World God Only Knows</b> - manga</u><br />And this, has to be my favourite harem manga. Keima is very charming, to me. For his deference to his virtual word and complete disregard for real life. This, is a man after my own heart. ~__~<br /><br /><u><b>Soul Eater</b> - manga</u><br />I don't even know why. Soul and Maka vs. Giriko? Black☆Star vs. Kid?<br />And I miss Chrona.<br /><br /><br /><font size="-2">(There are, of course, many other mangas I am reading, but these are those I am especially looking forward to/just finished, in particular.)</font>marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32569391.post-76607900096306508562010-06-20T19:11:00.001+08:002010-10-08T19:48:27.988+08:00The ⑨ bucket list=================================<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v296/martianunicorn/faces/F11.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><b>Listening:</b> Kagamine Rin And Len - Road Roller<br /><b>Reading:</b> <a href="http://light-pulse.blogspot.com/2009/11/april-this-year.html" target="_blank">Walter's post</a><br /><b>Random Quote:</b> <i>Many who plan to seek God at the eleventh hour die at ten-thirty.</i> - Christian Proverb<br />=================================<br /><br />I felt like doing this. They things that are little and insignificant, and even rather random, but I still want to try doing them anyway. Pointless, but if it isn't, it won't be called the Cirno list won't it?<br /><br />To be done. <u>In progress.</u> <s>Done.</s><ul><li><s>Sleep for 24 hours</s></li><li>Climb a tree</li><li>Own a DSLR</li><li><u>Talk with autistic people</u></li><li>Sing a song and post on YouTube</li><li>Make a short animation and post on YouTube</li><li><s>Be a celebrity on the internet</s></li><li><u>Compose a song</u></li><li>Lead worship in a meeting bigger than a cell</li><li><u>Play all (main) Touhou games</u></li><li><u>Play at least 50% of Sonic games</u></li><li>Meet an online friend from another country</li><li><u>Teach a drawing class to children</u></li><li>Release a short manga one-shot on my Chinese birthday</li><li><s>See the sunset at Changi Beach</s></li><li>See the sunrise at Changi Beach</li><li><s>Stay in a hospital for a week</s></li><li><s>Wear an eyepatch out</s></li><li><s>Get a scar on my face</s></li><li>Rub my art in the face of my Primary school teachers</li></ul><br />I guess I will add more stuff when I feel like it.marcienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05973153543699905961noreply@blogger.com0