Saturday, December 03, 2011

So i/we learnt something about ourselves today. Night.

Image hosted by Photobucket.comListening: Gym Class Heroes (ft. Adam Levine) - Stereo Hearts
Reading: Outaka Shinobu - Magi: Labyrinth of Magic

A big step in self-discovery, yay.

When we are stressed, we start to combine.

And i am freaking out here. I am suddenly a person i am not. I am suddenly in this body. Feeling this flesh. I/we am feeling pains and emptyness i am not used to feeling.

Shit shit shit stop combining. I like you, i like us sharing a body, but i don’t want to be you. I don’t want to keep hurting you. Fuck, i am sorry.

Calm the fuck down. Calm down. Go back, do the game homework. Oh look, my friend’s online, talk to him. No don’t. I’m scared here. For you/us. It won’t help, would it?

Oh hey! Cool. We’re back. To being separate souls. Ahahahaha. That was stupid. Yea it’s dumb. We need to stop being stressed. This needs to stop happening. We’re okay after typing it out!

Omigod, now i sound like i’m desperate for someone to hear me. Acknowledge me.

Aren’t you?

Saturday, October 01, 2011

the hell is with this body man

Image hosted by Photobucket.comListening: AKINO - Sousei no Aquarion
Reading: Homestuck

  • ADHD
  • (Mild) Atypical Autism
  • Asthma
  • Eczema
  • Nasal Sinus
  • Anemia
  • Seafood allergy
  • Dust allergy
  • Smoke allergy
  • Hyperosmia
  • Lactose Intolerence
  • Gender Identity Disorder
  • Personality Fragmentation
  • Low Blood Pressure
  • Gastric Reflux

With this entire array of statuses and debuffs, it is not even funny anymore. FML...?

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I(We) make awesome character references

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Listening: Maroon 5 - Moves like Jagger
Reading: Wakaki Tamiki - The World God Only Knows Chapter 155

I met up with my counselors today. According to them, some time in my childhood, something traumatic (?) took place which caused my soul to be fragmented, creating a split personality, making it such that we are two souls inhibiting this one body.

We sound pretty awesome, I think. If we were in a/an manga/anime, we would join the ranks of Wanijima Akito/Agito, Allelujah/Hallelujah Haptism and Ryougi Shiki.

But since this is real-life, what we have to do is to have me take back the fragment of my soul and become one again.

See what I mean? Awesome character reference.

(On a side note, neither of us are very willing to become together. We like our coexistence very much. I mean, hey, we’ve been living like this for more than a decade! How to combine? We can’t imagine that. Not at all.)