 | Listening: Gym Class Heroes (ft. Adam Levine) - Stereo Hearts Reading: Outaka Shinobu - Magi: Labyrinth of Magic |
A big step in self-discovery, yay.
When we are stressed, we start to combine.
And i am freaking out here. I am suddenly a person i am not. I am suddenly in this body. Feeling this flesh. I/we am feeling pains and emptyness i am not used to feeling.
Shit shit shit stop combining. I like you, i like us sharing a body, but i don’t want to be you. I don’t want to keep hurting you. Fuck, i am sorry.
Calm the fuck down. Calm down. Go back, do the game homework. Oh look, my friend’s online, talk to him. No don’t. I’m scared here. For you/us. It won’t help, would it?
…
Oh hey! Cool. We’re back. To being separate souls. Ahahahaha. That was stupid. Yea it’s dumb. We need to stop being stressed. This needs to stop happening. We’re okay after typing it out!
Omigod, now i sound like i’m desperate for someone to hear me. Acknowledge me.
Aren’t you?
