So i/we learnt something about ourselves today. Night.

Listening: Gym Class Heroes (ft. Adam Levine) - Stereo Hearts Reading: Outaka Shinobu - Magi: Labyrinth of Magic

A big step in self-discovery, yay.

When we are stressed, we start to combine.

And i am freaking out here. I am suddenly a person i am not. I am suddenly in this body. Feeling this flesh. I/we am feeling pains and emptyness i am not used to feeling.

Shit shit shit stop combining. I like you, i like us sharing a body, but i don’t want to be you. I don’t want to keep hurting you. Fuck, i am sorry.

Calm the fuck down. Calm down. Go back, do the game homework. Oh look, my friend’s online, talk to him. No don’t. I’m scared here. For you/us. It won’t help, would it?

…

Oh hey! Cool. We’re back. To being separate souls. Ahahahaha. That was stupid. Yea it’s dumb. We need to stop being stressed. This needs to stop happening. We’re okay after typing it out!

Omigod, now i sound like i’m desperate for someone to hear me. Acknowledge me.

Aren’t you?

the hell is with this body man

Listening: AKINO - Sousei no Aquarion Reading: Homestuck

• ADHD
• (Mild) Atypical Autism
• Asthma
• Eczema
• Nasal Sinus
• Anemia
• Seafood allergy
• Dust allergy
• Smoke allergy
• Hyperosmia
• Lactose Intolerence
• Gender Identity Disorder
• Personality Fragmentation
• Low Blood Pressure
• Gastric Reflux

With this entire array of statuses and debuffs, it is not even funny anymore. FML...?

I(We) make awesome character references

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Listening: Maroon 5 - Moves like Jagger
Reading: Wakaki Tamiki - The World God Only Knows Chapter 155
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I met up with my counselors today. According to them, some time in my childhood, something traumatic (?) took place which caused my soul to be fragmented, creating a split personality, making it such that we are two souls inhibiting this one body.

We sound pretty awesome, I think. If we were in a/an manga/anime, we would join the ranks of Wanijima Akito/Agito, Allelujah/Hallelujah Haptism and Ryougi Shiki.

But since this is real-life, what we have to do is to have me take back the fragment of my soul and become one again.

See what I mean? Awesome character reference.

(On a side note, neither of us are very willing to become together. We like our coexistence very much. I mean, hey, we’ve been living like this for more than a decade! How to combine? We can’t imagine that. Not at all.)